I’m adopted, found my Birth Mom AND I’ve adopted

Recently Kim contacted me and asked for advice on how get more involved in adoption advocacy. I told her that one of the best things she can do is to tell her story. I don’t know about you, but I could read the experiences of adult individuals who were adopted all day long. I believe there’s is a perspective that young adoptive mothers like me need to hear. This is also a powerful story of open adoption. I love Kim’s birth mother’s quote at the end. Wow.

Allow me to introduce you to Kim. She’s amazing and her story totally touched my heart.
I’m adopted and I’ve always known that. I was loved in the best kind of way growing up.

I never had too much of a desire to find my Birth Mom except to tell her “Thank You”. In my 20’s it was really more my friends wanting me to find my Birth Mom that pushed me on that journey. When I started my search for her all records were sealed, after 4 years I found out the records had been opened and you could order them! I was 24 years old at the time. I ordered the records and saw her name, Betty, for the first time–it was pretty amazing. I didn’t contact her myself because I wanted her to have the opportunity to decline contact if she wanted. Ninety minutes after my friend made the first contact, Betty called me. This was the first she knew anything of me since the day I was born!  We talked a long time. She was 21 when she had me. She had wanted to keep me, she was scared but determined to make it work. Then a friend encouraged her to just talk to a social worker about adoption. It wasn’t until she saw the profile of my parents that she decided to adopt me out.

We met 6 months after our first conversation and have been a large part of each others life ever since. In fact, because my own Mother had already past away she was able to fill a spot that was void. My family visits Betty in her lake town at least once each year, and she comes to visit us at least once a year, as well. I love her so much and she truly has become one of my very best friends in my life. I am so thankful for the gift of Motherhood she gave my Mom.

After I was married my husband and I were anxious to start a family of our own. I got pregnant right away, the first time. I had a beautiful daughter, Lucy, but when I started trying for baby #2 I could not get pregnant. After 4 years we started looking at adoption. It seemed like a natural fit for me and our family since I had such a positive experience already, but it was hard for me to wrap my head around an open adoption since that wasn’t my experience. I was afraid of a Birth Mother changing her mind and stalking me, kidnapping “her” child back and haunting me forever. How is that for honesty? I started reading The R House and talking to anyone I could.

I became friends with a girl named Rosa who attended my church.

She was 17 and pregnant, I took her dinner to talk to her about adoption. I told her reason after reason that I would want a closed adoption and she told me reason after reason she wanted an open adoption. We became good friends, and I wanted to support her in her decision to adopt out her baby. She picked a family but started spending every day at my house–eating dinner and hanging out with the family. I grew to love her and I realized that if I had someone like her as a part of my life, as a part of my family’s life for the next 18+ years it would be a good thing. I saw so much beauty in her, so much love in her heart.  Rosa drastically changed my view of open adoption.

With 10 weeks left in her pregnancy the other family ended up not working out; it was a decision that the adoption agency helped Rosa come to. Then, Rosa asked us to adopt her baby! She wasn’t going to stalk us, or tell me how to parent, we trusted each other. She was a young girl who made a mistake and was coming to me for help.  Although I hardly felt like I was the one helping her, I felt like she was coming to my rescue instead. I could finally stop crying and praying and searching for our child that I knew was meant for us.

I had been reminded of so much in those weeks of becoming friends with Rosa. Birth Moms are just young girls who may have made a mistake, and are trying to make it right. Finding my own Birth Mom helped me understand that women who hand their babies over to someone else to parent are selfless, humble, and beautiful. They are not scary, they are not going to stalk me and tell me how to parent my child. Rosa trusted us to raise this baby. Rosa and I are both religious and spiritual and we believe that we were sent to answer each others prayers.

Rosa moved away when Sarah was 4 days old. We would video chat with her weekly that first year and we flew her back for Sarah’s first birthday. It was as much a reunion for Rosa and I as it was for Rosa and Sarah. My daughter Sarah is now 2-1/2 and Rosa just got married this past summer to a great man who is grounded, fun and just pretty awesome. We all went as a family to her wedding and I was a Bridesmaid in her wedding.

I am so happy for her and I am so grateful that we got to be a part of her journey. She is pregnant again, and we are so excited for her!!

Now I want to become more of an advocate for adoption, especially open adoption. One of the things my own Birth Mom told me once was “I always thought I made the right choice by choosing adoption, but I never got to KNOW that until 24 years later.”

Open adoption can seem scary to someone who doesn’t have experience with it, but it is beautiful and has blessed the lives of my family drastically. I can’t imagine now not having Rosa in our lives.



Adoption Good News | Amber


My How Adoption has Blessed Your Life series shares good news happening in the adoption world from all sides of the adoption triad …or just offers a paragraph or two on how the love of adoption is blessing individuals and families. If you’d like to participate, just send me an email. Enjoy!


Today’s Adoption Good News comes from Amber. Amber is an adoptive mom who reached out and worked to open the closed adoption of her daughter. Miracles happened!

5 years ago last week our Angel Girl was placed in our family. Since that time we have had no contact with her birthmother. Since then we were placed with our son and we have an open adoption with his birthmother. My Angel Girl has been having a hard year as she has realized she doesn’t have a way to contact her birthmother. She would say to me, “Maybe my birthmama lost your phone number” or she would make something and ask me to mail it to her birthmama. It has been really hard and there has been some grieving. We have also had a number of major medical issues that have occurred and with no contact and no way of getting medical information.

About 1 year ago I found her birthmother A on Facebook and have been following her public page. Then 2 weeks ago she mentioned that she would be on the East Coast…and we now lived on the East Coast. I felt like I had to at least message her and let her know that we were nearby.

So that is what I did. I let A know that I didn’t know if she wanted to have any contact with us but that we were close to where she was going to be and if she wanted to see Angel Girl we would love that.

Then we waited, expecting nothing.

Just as I was getting ready for bed I felt like I need to check my Facebook…I tried to put it off because I didn’t want to be disappointed but the feeling never left. So I opened Facebook and there was a message…it was very simple just “Yes. I would like that.” But it was enough.

We basically got in our car and drove down to were she was going to be. That afternoon A and her mother came to our hotel. Angel Girl was almost in tears over seeing her birthmama. We spent the afternoon with them and it was AMAZING. We learned medical information that will help us with diagnosing some of the ongoing problems we are having. We got to learn of birthsiblings and extended birthfamily.

But most importantly we are now going to have an open relationship. We are going to be able to see A again and we are able to text and send pictures. It is AMAZING! INCREDIBLE! And WONDERFUL!


Did you miss last week’s Good News? Am adult adoptee shares with us how adoption and the reunion with her birth family has blessed her life. Amazing words!

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Adoption Good News | Jennifer


My How Adoption has Blessed Your Life series shares good news happening in the adoption world from all sides of the adoption triad …or just offers a paragraph or two on how the love of adoption is blessing individuals and families. If you’d like to participate, just send me an email. Enjoy!


Today’s Adoption Good News comes from Jennifer who was adopted and reunited with her birth family. Such an inspiring message!

Jennifer (in white) with her mother (left in royal blue) and birth mother (right).


Because my birth mother choose adoption I had the childhood she always wanted. It was stable and loving. I always knew I was adopted so I was always appreciative of my parents and my brother (I never told him that). I got to have a large extended family many, many cousins, aunts and uncles. And of course my grandparents.

Last September I reunited with my birth mother and her awesome family. I now have a sister, another brother, my birth mom and her husband. We live in different states so we have really only been face-to-face a few times, but we talk everyday and it feels like we have never been apart.

I even had a chance to meet with my birth father’s sister-in-law who is actually my cousin’s aunt. Wow! Small world! AND I got to learn about my birth father who passed away in ‘99.

Jennifer with her husband and birth sister who is toasting Jennifer at she and her husband’s wedding vow renewal.


I can’t express how much they all mean to me, my parents and birth family all together.. so awesome.


Did you miss last week’s Good News? A blessed adoptive mother talks about how dearly open adoption has blessed her life.

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